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Who Am I?

Mon Dec 14, 2009, 6:45 PM
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Telephone-Lady Gaga
  • Reading: Othele
  • Watching: nuthin!
  • Playing: nuthin!
  • Eating: nuthin!
  • Drinking: water
I keep feeling like I'm trying to make everyone else happy, and getting myself hurt. Not like, my heart is dying. It's just this kindness is like a mask and It's so hard for me to pretend it's not there and when I'm being my true self, people don't know who I am. And I been dropping my "fairy glamour" so to speak, and it's all that "magic" that people identify me with, I feel like an alien and I don't even know what to do.
Soul searching?
I just really need to spend time with people that truly know me, who can either understand me or see through me.
God
I need to spend sometime with myself

WAS SO BORED

Sun Sep 27, 2009, 2:38 PM
  • Mood: Excited
  • Listening to: Can you feel the love-lion king
  • Reading: 1984
  • Watching: nuthin!
  • Playing: nuthin!
  • Eating: nuthin!
  • Drinking: water
[18:08] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: I'M BORED
[18:08] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT
[18:08] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: D<
[18:08] ^_^: o.o
[18:08] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: DO IT OR ELSE I'LL KILL YOU OUT OF BOREDEM
[18:08] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: D<
[18:09] ^_^: idk who you are
[18:09] ^_^: i hacked david
[18:09] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: I DON'T FUCKING CARE
[18:09] ^_^: who are u
[18:09] ^_^: tho\
[18:09] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: IT SAYS
[18:09] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: MARY.
[18:09] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: D<
[18:09] ^_^: whos that
[18:09] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: YOU.
[18:09] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: D<
[18:09] ^_^: idk u
[18:10] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: sooo
[18:10] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: you hacked david?
[18:10] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: :D?
[18:10] ^_^: yes
[18:10] ^_^: i hacked his nexon acc
[18:10] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: lol what's his pass~
[18:10] ^_^: too
[18:10] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: oh
[18:10] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: he's a nub
[18:10] ^_^: he changes it like every 2 weeks
[18:10] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: i want his msn pass
[18:10] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: :D
[18:10] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: oh
[18:10] ^_^: ima not tell u
[18:10] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: no fun~
[18:10] ^_^: im on his comp
[18:11] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: O_O
[18:11] ^_^: hes out
[18:11] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: HI BRUBER
[18:11] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: =o
[18:11] ^_^: i got in thru window
[18:11] ^_^: im not bruber
[18:11] ^_^: who ever
[18:11] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: SISTER?
[18:11] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: =o
[18:11] ^_^: that is
[18:11] ^_^: no
[18:11] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: bruber*brother
[18:11] ^_^: his sister's at college
[18:11] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: MOM
[18:11] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: DADA
[18:11] ^_^: no
[18:11] ^_^: they out 2
[18:11] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: =O
[18:11] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: YOUR HIS FISHY
[18:11] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: AWWW
[18:11] ^_^: dam they back
[18:11] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: so cute!!!
[18:11] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: glomps*
[18:11] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: D:
[18:11] ^_^: im 13
[18:12] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: wow
[18:12] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: your an OLD fihy
[18:12] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: fishy*
[18:12] ^_^: no
[18:12] ^_^: no no no
[18:12] ^_^: g=fish cant type
[18:12] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: no silly
[18:12] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: of course they can
[18:12] ^_^: nooo
[18:12] ^_^: ima kid
[18:12] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: but fishes can turn into humans too!
[18:13] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: all they need is love ♥
[18:13] ^_^: he no have fish
[18:13] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: oh
[18:13] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: dog?
[18:13] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: cat?
[18:13] ^_^: no
[18:13] ^_^: but i have a dog
[18:13] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: =o
[18:13] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: doggies~~~~~~~~
[18:14] ^_^: splat
[18:14] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: O_O
[18:14] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: WHAT SPLAT?
[18:14] ^_^: whats that behidn you!
[18:14] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: =o
[18:14] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: IT
[18:14] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: IT'S
[18:14] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: IT'S A DADDY!
[18:14] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: D:
[18:15] ^_^: im busy
[18:15] ^_^: making him gift me nx
[18:15] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: you are a mean 13 year old fish-human!
[18:15] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: D<
[18:15] ^_^: no
[18:15] ^_^: god
[18:15] ^_^: ima
[18:15] ^_^: friggin
[18:15] ^_^: human
[18:16] ^_^: DK>
[18:19] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: sorry say what?
[18:19] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: back
[18:19] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: ^^
[18:19] ^_^: david's back
[18:19] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: okays~
[18:19] ^_^: talk to him
[18:19] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: DAVID
[18:19] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: =O
[18:19] ^_^: o.o
[18:19] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: THERE IS A FISH-HUMAN ON YOUR COMPUTER
[18:19] ^_^: O_O
[18:19] ^_^: wdf
[18:19] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: he was hacking you!!!!!
[18:19] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: =o
[18:20] ^_^: lol
[18:20] ^_^: no there wasnt
[18:20] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: D:
[18:20] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: there wasnt?
[18:20] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: but he said he was a 13 year old fish human!
[18:20] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: D:
[18:20] ^_^: nope
[18:20] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: HE LIED!
[18:20] ^_^: o.O
[18:24] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: OH
[18:24] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: DAVID
[18:24] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: OMG
[18:24] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: THERE WAS
[18:24] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: A CAT
[18:24] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: IN OUR HOUSE
[18:24] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: SO FKING CUTE
[18:24] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: OMGOMGOMG
[18:25] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: IT WALKED IN
[18:25] ^_^: was it cute = DDDD
[18:25] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: FROM THE BACK DOOR
[18:25] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: that i opened by accident
[18:25] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: BUT OMGOMGOMG
[18:25] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: CUTIEEEEEEE
[18:25] ^_^: =D
[18:25] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: = DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD DDDDD
[18:25] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: but it's gone now
[18:25] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: D:
[18:25] ^_^: o.O
[18:25] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: TT~TT
[18:25] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: but it was so cuteee
[18:25] ^_^: lol
[18:25] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: but it had a collar
[18:26] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: so it was someone else's
[18:26] ^_^: =O
[18:26] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: ;~;
[18:26] ^_^: take off collar
[18:26] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: LOL
[18:26] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: LOOOOLLLLLLLLLLL
[18:26] ^_^: erase its memory
[18:26] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: AND IT WILL BE MINE FOREVER
[18:26] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: MUHAHAHA
[18:26] §≈*~ Mary ~*≈§: >D

Am I DEAD?

Sun Aug 2, 2009, 3:55 PM
um so, i havent posted anything for a year >.>
writing i mean, ugh, what shall i do?
this is either a massive writer's block, or i'm just too lazy
probably the lazy ;)
well, i'll think of something hmm

  • Mood: Lazy
  • Listening to: Mendelssohn-Song without Words in D major
  • Reading: 1984
  • Watching: nuthin!
  • Playing: nuthin!
  • Eating: nuthin!
  • Drinking: flavoured water, bleh.

AHHH IT'S 2009

Thu Jan 1, 2009, 4:18 PM
  • Mood: Lazy
  • Listening to: Everytime-Britney Spears
  • Reading: The Half Blood Prince-HP
  • Watching: Chinese drama
  • Playing: Mabinogi
  • Eating: nothing...hmm, it's true i haven't had food
  • Drinking: O.O hmm...why am i consuming nothing?
LOLZZZ I start my Jan 1st by waking at at 6 for no reason and then i read harry potter till 11
LOLZ....so retarded!! BUT i'm Bored!
and then i have been on computer all day saying happy new year to ppl that i like
lol
heehee
ya
as
you
can
see
i'm
bored
>.>
eww
E
W
W
ok
so ya
heehee
oh ya, i got a portable ping pong set incase you wanna know for christmas
haha

...annie's tagg thingy

Fri Dec 5, 2008, 3:34 PM
RULES:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 5 people.
5. Bold the questions and with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.

How are you feeling today?

I tired so hard - Linkin Park
[I guess... XD]

Will you get far in life?

Bleeding Love-Leona Lewis
[lol, i died]

How do your friends see you?

Find the Way- Gundam Seed Destiny
[ ... the look for me cause i'm not there!! haha!!]

Will you get married?

I hate everything about you- 3 Days Grace
[Lol, i guess it's not happening]

What is your best friend's theme song?

Concrete Angel- Martina McBride

[Aww...that's SAD!!! concrete angel is about a kid who died from child abuse and the tombstone is like the concrete and the child is the angel!! T.T you are not like that!! DON'T DIE!!!]

What is the story of your life?

Naked as We Come- Iron and Wine
[Aww!! it's sad again!!! i'm gonna died again!!]

What was high school like?

My Immortal- Evanescence
[YAY!! HIGH SCHOOL RULEZ!! haha, HS is immortal??]

How can you get ahead in life?

Never too Late-Hedley
[i'm not giving up then XD]

What is the best thing about your friends?

Sober-Pink
[they don't drink!? NEITHER DO I!!! YaY!!]

What is in store for this weekend?

Breathe No More-Evanescence
[O.O um...whats with me and death?]

To describe your grandparents?

Big Girls Don't Cry-Fergie
[ Haha, makes sense cause my granddad is dead, be strong granny]

How is your life going?

Survivor-Destiny's Child
[ i'm surviving??]

What song will they play at your funeral?

Till the Day I die-Story of the year
[ ...ironic, but i don't think that a screamo song fits -.-"]

How does the world see you?

The Scientist-Coldplay
[I HATE science!!]

Will you have a happy life?

My World-SR-17
[...it's my own life??]

What do your friends really think of you?

Don't Speak-No Doubt
[O.O ...I feel insulted]

Do people secretly lust after you?

Moonlight Sonata-Beethoven
[...he wrote the song for his lover!! does that count!!! ??? T.L!!]

How can I make myself happy?

Hero-Mariah Carey
[I do something good!? YAY]

What should you do with your life?

You and Me-Lighthouse
[I get a bf!?]

Will you ever have children?

What About Love? -Heart
[no kids but love? or does it mean, no kids no love??]

um... Tagg?
:iconhope-and-destiny: :iconmayonnaisechainsaw: :iconfennet:

  • Mood: Bliss
  • Listening to: Whiskey Lullaby -Brad Paisley
  • Reading: Scarlet Letter
  • Watching: Circus-Britiney Spears
  • Playing: Mabinogi
  • Eating: Rice
  • Drinking: Soup

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